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             I don't like that the only thing stopping me from my future is a job. A job should be the least of my worries. A computer is what is in between me and a job. Why can I not apply on paper and simply say," I am hard working, honest, Love customer loyalty, and want to be part of your organization. Who really needs qualification for a stocking position? Or what about the fact that I can cook, I've been told so by my loved ones and friends. But because I do not have a 30,000 dollar piece of paper saying I can, I do not qualify.

             Then when one gets an interview which I have not in a while. A person sits behind a desk and instantly judges you. They intimidate one so they can weed out the idiots. What if I can do the job, but they were so intimidating that I studder? 

            It depresses me that I have not had a real job in a year and a half. The physical emotion hurts. Am I that useless? Because it is not from lack of effort. Where do I belong? Someone take me and let me be part of your corporate family.