I found this beautiful

 George William Russell (1867–1935), an Irish writer who described his mystical experiences
under the pen name “AE,” was lying on a hillside:
not then thinking of anything but the sunlight, and how sweet it was to drowse
there, when, suddenly, I felt a fiery heart throb, and knew it was personal and
intimate, and started with every sense dilated and intent, and turned inwards, and
I heard first a music as of bells going away . . . and then the heart of the hills was
opened to me, and I knew there was no hill for those who were there, and they
were unconscious of the ponderous mountain piled above the palaces of light, and
the winds were sparkling and diamond clear, yet full of colour as an opal, as they
glittered through the valley, and I knew the Golden Age was all about me, and it
was we who had been blind to it but that it had never passed away from the
world.

From :Living Religions, Sixth Edition, by Mary Pat Fisher. Published by Prentice-Hall. Copyright © 2005 by Pearson Education, Inc.

We all only live once.

I had a long talk with my dad today and he said this," Live life the way you want your obituary to be read." I am a free spirit. I do not look at what I am leaving behind when I move somewhere I look to what I am going to discover. People always get sad about leaving family, which is a bit of a bummer but it is okay. I want to see the world, meet interesting strangers, and give someone my last five bucks because they need it more than I do. I want to be known as a fun, loving, generous, kind soul when I leave this earth. I do not want to wish I would of done something. It can be hard to break out from our shell but it can be good for the soul. Most of all don't worry about other when making your decisions, unless it is a wife or child. The only person to know what is going to make a life worth while is yourself. I do not know about you but I have been at my lowest. I didn't having anything to wake up for or to inspire me and I do not want to go through that again. What makes your heart soar? What do you wake up for in the morning?

Mini Glamour doll haul

I recently heard of Glamour Doll eyes cosmetics. They have a small but very eclectic online store of eye shadows and also a line of lip glosses. I decide that no matter how many tutorial, hauls, or reviews I watched I would never know if I liked them myself. So I ordered a few samples to test them out. I have yet to use them but I will Soon enough.

These are the colors i choose to test. I swatched them and they are all really beautiful but I can tell glow stick and techno will kick my butt because I do not know how to work with glitter. yet.


This is how they look on skin:

From left to right:
Glow stick, Grease lightning, Techno, Hello Brooklyn, Secretive, Brown eyed girl, Chocoholic, and Hot mess.
The colors are very vibrant which I love and they go on very smooth.


If you love these vibrant shades and want some of your own Click here. If you have some which ones? I'd love to hear your thoughts.

Whimsical Wednesday

Today was an amazing day.

 

I watched the fourth kind, 

Oh btw I am in love with the movie "About last night", if you haven't seen it, rent it, if you have what do you think of it? I went flower picking to get scenery for the new butterflies in my besties life. 

All three of us made an incredible dinner of spaghetti, salad and jasmine tea. Thank you guys!. I polished off the night with some good ol' studying and vanilla raspberry bars, my new favorite. 

 

 

Finals suck, do you agree? :)

My great week.

 

Pei Wei is an Asian restaurant in Huntington beach that some friends of mine took me too. We ordered honey braised chicken and mandarin beef with white and fried rice. I was so excited that I ate everything before I took pictures of it. Oops haha. It was truly amazing though. I love the fried rice, its not all gross with rubber egg in it like other places. I give this place a 7.They also took me to see Robin Hood where I fell in love with Kevin Durands character. Goodness he gives me chills, so sexy, Sorry Babe ;). All in all great night and I thank these guys: Love you two!

How was your weekend?

The party that ended all too wrong.

 

My Saturday started very well. I indulged in crispy pancakes,just the way I like em and packed to go to my best friends house. Our plan for the night was to celebrate my boyfriends birthday with whiskey sours, the jacuzzi and loving friends. Well my brother and a friend came along. Tom is know for obnoxious activity when he becomes drunk, in this cases pissing on my friends parents couch. It was not the night we planned for.

Sad part is he was a proud pisser...

My Love List

 A love list is all of the things that I currently could not go without.

Okay lets get started!

I love my new Colorstay liquid liner by Revlon. Its the most perfect thing in my world. It never gets flaky or darkens my crease. I also have a tendency to rub the sides of my eyes and with this my wing stays right in place and as dark as ever!

Second things on my love list is Clean and Clear

Continuous Control Acne Cleanser. Its main 

ingredient is Benzoyl Peroxide and it totally

kicks my blemishes ass. If you guys know a

good scar reducer let me know. I am thinking

of trying the new product by clinic but I'll have

to save my pennies. :) 

3. I went to warp tour in 2008 and stumbled upon a lost camera. 

Yes I took that camera with me and it has become one

of my best friends. It is an older Coolpix but it still takes awesome pictures 

and I keep it in my purse all the time.I try and catch cool 

or funny things but sometimes I am to slow haha.

4. My nevea lip balm. Its pretty awesome.

5.Stash tea. its really good tea that is really cheap.

6.My new jeans I got them for 9.90 and they hug all the right places. My boyfriend says that my ass looks edible in them.( In a good way)

I am looking for a good moisturizing foundation.I have dry skin that likes to break out when I put oily stuff on it so if you know a good foundation post it below.  I am thinking of trying this:

Piggy's and hippos!

Leave a comment with your love list!

This is my little guy, gone but not forgotten.

This is juicebox. He was adopted by me and my boyfriend two years ago. He past away last night in his sleep. I am really bummed that he's gone. His brother past away last october. It's weird not to have to worry about my little guys anymore. I don't know if I'll be getting another hamster because no hamster can replace juice box or little wing. I buried my little guy under a rose bush and made a cross of stone over his grave. I hope he liked me as a mama.

My New Discoveries

I went shopping this weekend and found a few things. Honestly, I am not sure how I lived without them. They are not fancy Mac, and Urban Decay products but they do work wonders. The first product is Revlon's Colorstay liquid liner. It has a felt tip so it makes it incredible easy to use. I did my liner in about five minutes which never happens if I am using a liquid liner. Another things is that it is matte. When I have used liquid liners in the past they are shiny, flaky, and look gross by the end of the day. Not this stuff, it goes on like a marker, extremely smooth, easy and sharp. I completely love it.

The second thing is Nivea's kiss of smoothness lib balm. I have a problem with chapped lips which sucks. I bought this stuff rather than buying the average chap stick at it is awesome. it is very light and smooth and smells delish. It is made with shee butter so your lover is just going to want o eat you up. Its not think and gross like Chapstick's brand, which I don't like. It absorbs well and for one night of using it its has left my lips in tip top shape.

I completely love theses products, and they do not break the bank. I am going to order some GDE shadows today so I'll let you guys know about them when I get them.

Happy Day!

I love this girl!

Meet one of my best friends. Through thick and thin I am there for her and she better know that. She was the loud short haired girl in seventh grade and we quickly turned into true friends. She is rad and hopefully will try and cram 10 people in my tiny room, the elephant can come too :). This is my protest against mom and demanding you to be California bound soon. Love you!

Exciting News!

I am going on a trip next week to the beach to see some friends. The best part is were going to party in at the Hilton. I have never partied in a fancy hotel so it should be fun!

Oh! And I taught this little man to bake cookies!
He did everything on his own and they became delicious ginger snap cookies :)

Little things make a great day.

I was walking through Home Depot with my boyfriend and his nephew and we come across three rocking chairs. Two big ones, white and black, and a little white one. It was like the story of the three little bears. We fit perfectly. I loved it so much I had to share it.