My look at it.

   After watching Esotsm, ha ha, I loved it! I was waiting for the eclipse to come out, which it never did, boo! So I decided to watch this to pass the time. After waiting an hour and a half of confusing little pieces, the director put the puzzle together for me. It wassssssssss Brilliant! The movie is about Jim carry and his girlfriend Clementine. Clementine is a sporadic and spontaneous girl that enjoys a drink or two. She decides Jim is not for her and Spontaneously decides to have him erased from her mind. When Jim finds out, he goes to have to same procedure but as it is getting done he decides that he still wants to be with her. So he takes the Clementine from his memories into other memories to try and hide her from what will be erased. It is a weird movie in the beginning because you are lost but when You realize it is a story of a couple that no longer love one another and how it got that way, it makes you take a look at your own life. I give this movie an easy 4 stars and I highly recommend it.

AND Now that I have seen Clementine, a hair dye junkie, and I am a recovering junkie, want to dye my hair.

No natural colors please, but wash out. I am a student and should have some fun :) I was thinking red but it washes out fast. Pink, blue, purple, no yellow. Green, Orange?

  I love her hair here, I am growing mine out. :) You guys tell me. :) Oh I forgot, There are not special effects in the movie, believe it or not. I watched the behind the scenes and I think Micheal Gondry is a new favorite director of mine. He is a brilliant french man ;)

No subject

                I have been thinking for sometime now. What about? I don't know. Life. How I had a stroke a year ago and survived, but the mother with three children is paralized and has to be spoon fed. How god has to have some great plan for me or he would have let me die along time ago. When I was at my lowest he could have watch me let myself go, he didn't though. I am spilling my guts out and if you have mean things to say, prepare to be ignore.
               I would like to think of myself as a good person. I give when I can, try and make the best decision and say I am wrong when I am. But I can not help but feel useless. I am a tiny ant and my achievements are on the bottom of the charts. I just want to help people. If I could give all of my cloths to the kids that freeze at night I would. I wish I could go to a third world country, because I have it easy man. I really do. I have never gone hungry, always had cloths and shoes, and usually get luxuries like a cell phone or this very lap top. But what is it all for? An image? I wish my life meant more to me. I wish I went to bed excited for tomorrow. I don't and I should.
                

Table

 I redid a table. I wish I had before pictures but they are on my phone and I have message block so, I can;t email them to myself to show all of you. But enjoy.

They day Kayla and Chris met, And I scored BFF approval!

  Okay SO after wanting some cup cakes I leave my boyfriend and my best friend to chat. Neither of them have met but, both of them are hilarious and so was the conversation. I read it when I got back and my tummy hurt.  OKAY All the ME's except the last one is Chris( The bf) and Kayla is herself. Enjoy ")

THE DAY THEY MET.

8:53pm Me

hold on shes making cupcakes

8:53pmKayla

yayyyy!

8:53pmMe

did u encourage her?

Cause if so i like you! lol

8:54pmKayla

yess. i did. :D

you can high five me now.

8:55pmMe

how do i do that on the keyboard... is there a key for that??

8:55pmKayla

you go like this high five!

8:55pmMe

lmao haha

8:55pmKayla

are you the boyfriend?

8:56pmMe

Naw im the creepy neighbor she doesnt know about

haha naw yeah thats me

8:56pmKayla

hahaha awesome.

i'm the out of state best friend.

nice to meet you shakes hand

well...kinda meet you.

8:57pmMe

haha same here

i like your picture

8:58pmKayla

thanks. :D

i do too.

i like your drunken video. hahahahaha

8:58pmMe

what??

oh yeah

that whols thing

whole

thank you. it was fun making it

8:59pmKayla

hahaha it was so funny.

my sister and i watched it 3 times.

8:59pmMe

haha i didnt think that i would get famous that way!

8:59pmKayla

haha you never know.

8:59pmMe

i need to go to sober house now haha

9:00pmKayla

or celebrity rehab. just pretend your addicted to something.

9:00pmMe

haha i need my crack!! help haha

how old is your sister?

9:01pmKayla

17.

9:02pmMe

sweet not to far apart

thats awsome

9:02pmKayla

yeah. she's pretty alright.

she used to be a little cunt.

9:02pmMe

haha so was I...

9:03pmKayla

awh..........whammy.

9:03pmMe

everybody was at some point

9:03pmKayla

yeah. lol except me. cause i'm the greatest person on the planet. hahah

jk

9:04pmMe

aw shit im glad I meet you then(via facebook chat)

9:04pmKayla

hahaha no autographs please.

maybe next week.

9:05pmMe

haha

9:06pmKayla

is that cute little dude in the chubby bunny video your brother?

9:07pmMe

haha no we stole him some day care center.

naw hes my nephew

9:07pmKayla

hahaha i can tell he's gonna be cool.

9:08pmMe

hahah yeah all his teachers say hes gonna be a big actor one day

or director

hes cool

9:08pmKayla

kudos! i'm going to school to be a director!

9:08pmMe

really im in a related feild

pharmacy technician

9:09pmKayla

hahaha cool.

9:10pmMe

hey im back sorry bout that haha

9:10pmKayla

hahaha it's cool.

i approve of this guy. lol

Jeans to skirt

After many sews ans seam rips trying to take my jeans in I said forget it! And made a jean skirt. The jeans are originally from pacsun but I don't car for their jeans, they don't fit me well and a loose in all the wrong places. The thighs were to loose and the ass saged after a veiw hours. It is sad my favorite jeans are from wet seal but they discontinued the style... Okay so anyway :)First things first. Get your handy dandy seam ripper and rip the seams of the inner leg all the way from ankle to crotch. Next rip from crop to bottom of zipper, NOT THE TOP. Then rip from crotch to the bottom of the belt loop..  .

Open your pants up and make them look like this:

Now pin it. I made my skirt long, then put it on marked how short I wanted it then cut it shorter but the choice is yoursNow sew along the pins, remember to leave a seam allowance. * There is a funky little trianlge that sticks out in the front. You can see it in the picture. When sewing there exclude it just make a straight line, if you follow the triangle you will look like you have a micro penis. Okay so sew the sides up. put it on and mark how short you want it. Take off cut at place and sew.
Walla!

Note: If your skirt is to big and you need to take it in, when ripping up the back cut all the way up, take into desire sew, excluding belt loop area, Then open skirt over lap the belt loop area, sew, cover new seem with belt loop. I know this is hard to understand so feel free to ask questions.

Reviving ones self

I have been watching a few shows here and there and I can not help but be digusted by the crap we are told. Be a size zero, be fake, party ( because parties are cool) and if drugs are offered its cool. Well Here's my opinion, If your weigh doesn't affect your health, Love it. DO not be fake under any circumstance. I would like to think of my self as a good person but when I try to fit in I can't. I have difficulty making friends because rather then buying a bottle to get f*cked up I would rather by a book or save the money to meet the stranger I'll share cookies with. Don't get me wrong a good party every now and then can be alot of fun but my goal is not to do it every weekend. I guess what I am trying to say, is the same cliche crap everyone.All I expect for people to do is love yourself. Look in the mirror when you are sad a laugh, you will feel stupid, I promise, but in the end it will help. If you want to wear bright pink pants with a panda shirt, slippers and big hair, you may look silly but do it! Stop worring about all the goons in this life time. You will never get any time back, NEVER! So make what you have last. Stop worring about getting embarrest when you get caught sing in the car and most of all forget the people that drag you down. Flip them the bird! Finally, never loose your childish enthusiam. With that one key ingredient you will get any where. I want to thank all of you that read this blog. I have feared rejection, hate, and being a loner, but I have been working on myself. This blog gives me something to wake up for, sounds lame, but when you get deppressed having that one comment that says "Hey, I agree" makes me feel a little less lonly. Love all of you.
Megs.

My list

There are a few things that when read are seen truly make you smile and so I am going to start a bucket list starting today. I will add things to it as I can and want to successful cross off the list before the year is over, not life because life is to short or most of it any way.* Being what I have done.

• Start vegetable garden. *
• Share a pack of cookies with a strange
• join a cause and participate.
• Join the peace core
• See Darfur in person and help a family there
•  Have smile lines in my face when I pass
• Walk for a cause
• Start a resturant
• Hike to the top of the Himalayas and see a giant budda statue 
• See the pyrimids, rain forest and learn to dive so I can see the ocean
• I think this is all for now I will add more soon. What do you wanna do before you kick the bucket?

Thought this was funny

Taxi Cab Confessions.

After the Lakers lost. Boo! And my boyfriend had one to many beers I drove him home which was an interesting drive to say the least. He hit on chicks and yelled and giant men and even called a car a bitch. It is pretty funny and the ending was just to perfect not to put up. :) Enjoy and comment!

Now Playing : Chubby Bunny :)

My new project.

I am going to make these rad babies.
 

The new flip!

Here is me messing around. Its lame but it was fun!

How to impress a room full of hungry ones.

 Picture and Recipe supplied by

Ingredients:

• Juice and zest of 1 large lemon (3 tablespoons juice)
• 3 tablespoons honey
• 2 teaspoons finely chopped garlic
• 1-1/2 teaspoons ground cumin
• 1 teaspoon dried oregano
• 1/2 cup plus 2 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil
• 4 bone-in chicken breast halves, skin on (about 2-1/4 pounds)
• Salt and freshly ground pepper

Directions:

1. Preheat the oven to 400°. Line a baking sheet with foil. In a medium bowl, whisk together the lemon juice and zest, honey, garlic, cumin, oregano and 1/2 cup of the olive oil. Place the chicken breasts in a glass dish that holds them snugly in a single layer and add the marinade. Cover with plastic wrap and marinate for at least 30 minutes or up to 2 hours in the refrigerator, turning over the chicken occasionally.
2. 
   
   Heat the remaining 2 tablespoons of olive oil in a large skillet over medium-low heat. Pat the chicken dry, season with salt and pepper and place, skin side down, in the skillet. Cook until the skin is browned and crisp, about 5 minutes. Transfer the chicken, skin side up, to the prepared baking sheet. Bake until cooked through and the juices run clear, about 20 minutes.
   
   
   
   
   
   
   Okay this recipe calls for chicken breast but I made it with Party wings. Your guest or family can choose their portions easily and it adds a little fun to the eating process. Who doesn't like to eat with there hands :) 
   
   
   Then I served this as a side: Which came from Here.
   
   
   
   
   
   
   Lemony Green Onion Rice
   ¾ c uncooked instant rice
   1/3 c chopped celery
   1/3 c chopped green onions
   2 tsp butter or olive oil
   ½ to 1 tsp grated lemon peel
   ¼ tsp salt
   Dash pepper
   
   Cook rice according to package directions. In a small skillet, saute celery and onions in butter or olive oil over medium heat until tender. Stir in the rice, lemon peel, salt and pepper.
   
   
   
   Then :) with this I served biscuits and a salad. The dinner was great and was a big hit. Not to toot my horn but toot toot :)
   Strawberries and summer nights,
   Megs

The older flip

Pic from these guys

Hello you guys! Sorry it has been way to long :) Okay so I recently got the little guy up above. It is an older flip but still really impresses me. It takes about 30 mins of video which is pretty impressive for something that fits into my purse. The color is pretty vivid too. I want to make a video to show you guys but am not sure what to shoot so throw suggestions out there and I will be sure to fulfill you requests. The only thing that this little guy doesn't do is hold an sd card which saddens me but I will get over it "). Okay I will be posting much more today but for now.
Strawberries and Summer nights,
Megs
P.S. I want a cover for it because the little fella is a bit beat up.

A big sorry.

Hello! :)

I just wanted to say sorry for the delay in posts been doing house work and fixing a night stand. Oh and school of coarse, who knew college would be so time consuming, just kidding!. I will post soon, hopefully tomorrow.Love you all and wish you a good night! Or a good life( but in a nice non snooty kiss my butt good-bye way haha).
Night,
Megan<3